Sunday, December 26, 2010

So this is my first blog post without a title...

First of all, i'd like to say a big 'i'm sorry' for going M.I.A. In as much as i'd like to promise that it'll never happen again, it's christmas so, i wont make empty promises as unforeseen contingencies do occur.


You probably expect me to rant on about my Christmas and the gifts i got etc. I won't do that and come to think of it, i've given you Blogville 'peeps' the wrong impression of me, i have written things that would convince any wise, sane person that i am infact a vain, materialistic girlie with zero personality. However, slightly close to the truth that may be, it's not all there is to who i am or are wanting to be.


In my time away, i've been on a journey to self discovery. Did it work? Have i discovered myself? Do i know who i am or what i want out of life? In french, the answer to that is Non! In english it is no!


However, i was able to realise that all the time i kept trying to find faults in myself, and faults in my life, i was missing out on the good. I may have nearly maxed out my account on shopping this month alone, but hey! I got really good things that showcase the new me. My very own unique style. As vain and as insignificant as that may sound especially if you're a guy reading this, it was indeed my very first step to self discovery. Also, I got a piercing and guess what? i did it by myself. It hurt like a....no swearing! But yeah, i did it, i did it all by myself not caring what anyone would think.


This year alone as we count down to the new year, i realise that i have made many mistakes this year and i still have no clue as to where my life is headed. However, i count my blessings too. I got accepted into the two universities to which i applied, i am constantly growing in my relationship with God and just today while sitting in the bath and just speaking to God with whom i also went MIA for a bit, i smiled with the realisation that happiness is not everything being the way we want it to be, it's not a good united family, it's not that boy that makes you go loco, it's not that girl who you think you can't do without, it's with you!

My eyes were opened to see that all this time, i was saddened over the little things in life that were affecting me and i could've sworn i was getting depressed, i had the power to say to hell with it, i will be happy. I'm alive and well; and because of that, i know that there is hope and with hope comes a belief in yourself that only you are in control of and one that is non-dwindling because if the whole world decided to abandon you, forget about you, you're the one person you can count on, isn't that a good feeling?


So count your blessings as we draw to the end of the year, be happy from within you, dont base your happiness on others because boy, will you be sorry! take it from someone who's been there. Enjoy the person that you are, celebrate it! If it takes you going on some retail therapy binging, do it! Get those crazy pants that make your friends go 'huh? that's ugly', who cares? no one dictates the rules except you. Whatever you do with these few days of the year 2010 left, be happy. Don't reflect on the 'could have, should have, would have' When we get to 2011, we'll deal with that. 


Enjoy the festive season all! Stay blessed.





Sources of Photos
turntoislam.com
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Special thanks to Amanda who reminded me i had a job to do. Thanks for being an avid follower!:)
 

Friday, November 12, 2010

I'm back! :)

So uhmm...i haven't blogged in way too long. My excuse? I had writer's block. Ok, no i'm lying, i just didn't feel like it, i was way too lazy. But, i had time to tweet and change my profile photo on Facebook, write on people's walls, send them messages on Facebook; dude! I even watched videos on You-Tube. So, yes, i allow you, just this once though, to criticise me. Believe you me, it couldn't be worse than how much i've already chided myself for being so irresponsible, i mean come on,  i'm supposed to be 18. Geez! (oh crap! i just told you my age.o well...tell anyone and i'll kick you in the shin...oh believe me, you dont wanna be messing with me, i've got a 6ft brother and i still whoop his bum! Yezir!)

 

Anyway, i haven't been up to much lately, my life has been very boring you see. Still busy with exams and i'm so over it already, all i do is study, daydream, sleep and go on the internet.(Oh i haven't forgotten you Mxit, holllaaaaaa) Anyway, there's  nothing new on which to report. I'm freaking out because i'm not sure what i want to do with my life and i'm going shopping tomorrow for my dad and bestie whose birthdays are both this month. I figure if  i get something nice for my dad, the greater the chances of him increasing my Christmas shopping budget allowance, so I've got to be smart on this one i.e something nice with a low price tag and pretend i spent all i had on it (genius! don't u think?)

Also, i cut my hair, it turned out pretty awesome i must say, i posted photos on facebook you can go look. Also, i grew back my brows(yay!) Ok, this is the story with my eye brows, i've got full brows yeah, and regardless of what anyone else thinks, i love them! So this congolese lady while preparing for my matric dance decides she'll just give it some shape, i looked lyk a hairless chicken afterwards (i dont know if that makes sense, anyway, you get my point) Lesson learnt - do not let other people touch the brows, jealousy'll make them do stuff to it you see. 





I'm getting a new phone that's been long overdue. Call me a spoilt brat, but, the way i go through phones is appalling. This is the longest I've ever had the same phone and it's only been 10 months. I named him 'Alejandro' because he got lost for a day and i was miserable because i couldn't go on Mxit the whole night, now that I've discovered that Mxit can be downloaded on computers, it could go on and die for all i care. Funny thing is, i take good care of my phones. I figure I'll give my current phone to someone who needs one (sorry people, i would ask you to holler if you do, but, I've already got someone in mind). No, I'm not getting a Black Berry, yet (muahahahaha...that's my evil laughter) I'm going to have two phones(smiles and shows teeth then, rubs palms together), the Nokia touch screen my dad's getting me today and a Black Berry my mother's getting me in January. I need a work phone and a social phone (that's how i like to see it...:P I'm such a materialistic nut,it's called being African or so I'd like to think). Who says divorce doesn't come with it's blessings?

Ok, that is all for now. I feel like I've shared way too much already. Oh and I've got something planned really soon, I'm keeping it on the down low though, however, when it's done y'all in Blogville will be the first to know.
Do unto others what you'll like them to do unto you. Live, Laugh and Love my people. Peace!


Bonjour!


Sources of photos: unwired.com
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Tuesday, November 2, 2010

'll be gone till November

It's November...yay!

November is a good month, at least i hope it will be. For me, it's the month I finish my two-month long exams. It's the month my dad, sister and best girlie all have their birthdays hence, lots of cake, yum! It's the month 'lil Wayne gets out of jail, hence, the 'i'll be gone till November' title. It's the month closest to December where i get lots of goodies and pretend to believe in Santa Claus simply because i missed out on that in my childhood (Nigerian kids weren't taught to make-believe, any child caught doing that was said to be possessed by evil spirits because he/ she was seeing things that do not exist) what else? o yes, I'm glad I'm alive and well enough to see the new month. Not many have been as fortunate you see, so be thankful, if not for anything, but for the mere fact that you're breathing and you've got a pulse, however weak.

Ok, so you know how people usually have new year resolutions, well, being the creative lass that i am, i decided oh why the heck not, I'll draw up a new month resolution. So, every month I'll have a set of things that i hope to accomplish. Some believe it's bad luck to tell people your resolutions, however, because I'm me I'll share mine with you.


  • I decided I will be a stronger christian i.e no more gossipping, no more unnecessary sarcasm except on my blog, and a few other things i don't think i should share. I'll read my bible more and really be in touch with my spirituality and with God.
  • I plan to be more focused: I've got a few exams left and i shall do less facebooking, less novel reading and less day dreaming.
  • I have decided to commit myself to a healthier eating routine: i don't have a problem with this, but, chocolate usually gets in the way.
  • I have resolved to care more, love more and laugh more
  • I have decided to have faith that i shall get an A in that Maths paper even though it was tough as nails and it screwed me from behind ( Ok no kidding here, it really did, y'all please pray for me.thanks!)
  • Oh yeah, i shall also watch my language. Oops! PS. I have started making substitutions eg. Poop for Shit, Fudge for the F word, Molly Cow for Holy Cow etc. (I know, i know they're really lame, but hey i gotta start from somewhere, do not judge!)
  • I have also vowed to appreciate people in my life more because i realise that without them, i wouldn't be the person that i am. I would send a special shout out individually but i think I'll reach the word limit for blogging, whatever the word limit is, that's how blessed i am.
  • Finally, i have resolved to get more involved with my blogging and to really fill you guys in on the goings-on in my life, even if they're made up because i think i owe you that much.
Have you done any self reflection lately? because sometimes we tend to find flaws in others that we ourselves possess. How about you do one now and make yourself a list of things you want to achieve this month. Nothing is impossible guys, the aim after all, is to be the best you possible. It starts now!

Thanks to all those who view my blog and those that have gone on to become followers. I only became active last month, and the amount of growth has been absolutely amazing. If you have any enquiries or requests or comments, leave a comment or e-mail me on my e-mail address which can be viewed on my profile. And i, in turn will get back to you.

Thank you all!


Bonjour!



Acknowledgement: Photos from: birthday calendars.ca, ccftucson.org,

Saturday, October 30, 2010

It's ok!

It's ok to decide not to air kiss 
but to go all out and plant a kiss on the stunned person's cheek
(Oh dont go complaining now, not my fault you're wearing loads of make-up and it's all smudged with my kiss, every proper lady knows to carry around extra stash, for 'unforeseen contingencies')


It's ok to despise people in relationships
simply because you've been unlucky in love
and  to put on the fake sad face when sally comes crying
about how she got dumped
and you go aww shame, poor thing!
when what you mean to say is:
"I knew it, good for nothing scumbags those men!"
(Oh shh...most of us human beings have been there)


It's ok to cheat on your diet
sometimes nothing does it better than a big slab of chocolate
and nice movies where the characters have a far more depressing life than you do
not even the 'friendlings'(friends, frenemies, busy-bodies, amebos, gbegboruns, gossips)
can beat that.


It's ok to cry out loud
and ask God 'where art thou?'
when the going gets tough and it seems too much to bear
(Atheists, i dont mean to exclude you here, i suppose you could cry out to the universe?)


It's ok to cry for no good reason
It's healthy to cry and if you haven't in a while
you may wanna try it
it's therapeutic especially if you're not into BLOGGOTHERRAPY
Special note to the boys: There comes a period in the month where some ladies get very teary eyed, do not be alarmed when your girlfriend, mother, friend with benefits, friend or sister cries for no good reason it could be the uhmm...hormones.
(haha...i've always wanted to do that, it's kinda like explaining to a little child where babies come from...hilarious!)


It's ok to laugh at your own corny jokes
like i do all the time
though i recently found a special person 
who seems to find me funny
and now my jokes dont seem so funny anymore
they were meant for just me you know
i was the only one who ever got them
now there's another.
it's like my jokes cheated on me you know?
[sigh]
You're still special Gid.:)


It's ok to fail sometimes
that's what makes the taste of success so much sweeter
you can finally say
''i have a story to tell''
or for the church goers, you can finally have a 1hour testimony to tell, shout out to my fellow Nigerian church goers!

It's ok to feel vulnerable
It's ok to stand up for what you believe in


It's ok to cry till you've got no tears left
It's ok to laugh so hard you snort


It's ok to feel sad because the world judges you
though they do not know you


It's ok to say: 'to hell with the world
I'm doing me.'


It's ok to be real
It's ok to do you.


''Be yourself everyone else is taken''


It's ok to say at noon:


Bonjour!

Thursday, October 28, 2010

"BLOGGOTHERAPY"

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I hate exams...i hate exams.

And what is this thing with people phoning me to wish me luck, writing on my wall too even tweeting me luck in some cases. I know you mean well and all, but all you're doing is freaking me out. It reminds me of one of my Nigerian teachers who used to say "i wish you what you wish yourself" but now 'yourself' was pronounced 'yaaasssseeefff' and it had a sing-song tone to it like he was mocking you. I have been having nightmares of his squeaky nasal voice...i wake up expecting to see his sly grin (kinda like that joker, 'y so serious?' grin) but then i realise it's only a bad dream...not cool. My uncle phoned me at like 10pm last night and was telling me stuff like"do your best, your very best" and i kept diverting the conversation to talks on his numerous girlfriends and deliberating on which one of 'em he's going to marry ( boy, did we analyse?) At last, he gave up and then we went on to talk about how he wants an Indian wife that can dance like they do in the bollywood movies...he's a bollywood movie addict you see.

Just when i thought that was over, i got an sms from some random person i haven't spoken to in forever wishing me luck and this other guy sends me an sms(cheap, i know, at least phone me if you're gonna put me under pressure) anyway, he says Halleluyah like 10 times in a 1-page sms and this to wish me luck! Shame, he was only trying to be nice...o well. Africans and their over religionism (i know, i know it's not a word but Ag..this is my therapy, I'm allowed)...don't get me wrong, i love the lord and i know he loves me too, don't over do it you know? it's a relationship between you and God, showoffs!


I'm stressed, I'm breaking out (my dad took one look at my face and actually said I'm gonna have to go to the derma, that's how bad it is), i probably shouldn't be blogging now, but i needed to release the negative energy, like i said it's my therapy, 'Bloggotherapy' i like to call it. Yes, yes indeed, add it to your dictionary.Y'all should totally try this, if you don't have a thing for writing, just write in a journal or a diary or something, it helps i tell you.




Bonjour! (even though it's not morning...agg who cares?)



Tuesday, October 26, 2010

I've got NOSHA!

This piece was inspired by my dear friend and future in-law, Tayo Oyedipe. The term, NOSHA is short for No Shame. When i first heard it and when he finally told me what it meant, i thought to myself dude, that's the gayest thing i ever heard, i think i actually said that to him. However, the term has rubbed off on me and just today, i told my brother he's got NOSHA, for continuously asking me whether or not his shoes go well with his outfit, like seriously? i suppose that's what happens when a guy's childhood is spent with three girls and no guy at home, i for one am every woman so you can just imagine. Anyway, back to why i made use of this title, i think that as people we love to judge and criticise those shrieking idols contestants, the girls who went on x-factor and swore at the audience and the judges, lady gaga and her funky heels(i know many of us were going, yeah! good, that serves her right, now we know she's human) when she fell on her bum, rihanna's hair (even though many of us have succumbed to trying to copy her hairstyles) i.e those who dare to do something seemingly ridiculous (I refuse to use the word stupid in light of this piece) with NOSHA. But, yet, how many of us can say well, I've done something not too smart in my life before...i did this and i did that. Why is this important? Life is not always about planning and being organised and well thought out...it happens once people, just once, dare to do something out of the ordinary. Someone once told me, life is what happens, when you're done making plans.


Like Tayo also said to me, get dumped once(ok, this is the exception, i don't get dumped, i do the dumping), get lost once, go somewhere and not know how you're gonna get home, go to a gay club(okay, he didn't say that but, dude it's on my bucket list, i just wanna experience it mahn! dont judge), cry in public and a list of other scenarios, i think you get the idea. Look, I'll be smart with you, i once told my friend, Gideon, if he wanted to go to the strip club, he should tell me so i could dress as a guy and go with him, i was being dead serious, i think he thought i was joking though.



Now, don't get me wrong, you don't have to do something as bizarre as going to a gay club or anything like that, but sometimes just once in a while do something crazy. Now, if you're not in your youth then maybe you shouldn't go crashing other people's parties or like me trying to get into a strip club on the pretense of being a guy. You could go bungee jumping or skiing or parachuting or form a band with other people that can't sing, if all else fails, try auditioning for Idols, i promise not to laugh.

I'm doing something after my exams, my two friends and i decided we're going to form a band. It's going to be called the EmoPoppingBallerinaz! Kelly, who was my inspiration for one of my earlier pieces, is going to be dressed as an emo girlie..i mean, jet black hair with a side swept fringe, the whole shibang. Tessa, is going to be dressed as a ballerina(she looks pretty cute in her ballet outfit...lol), and yours truly will be dressed, look inspired by Riri(yeah it's going to be amazing) best of all, we're going to perform by the side of the road, pots and pans as our only instruments. I promise to post photos of this event. However, do not judge.

So people live like today's your last day and tomorrow will be too late. Life happens just once.Enjoy it, do something out of the ordinary. Be able to get to a point where when you're old and grey, you can tell your grandchildren that you lived a pretty darn good life. Don't wait for life to pass you by.

Live with NOSHA.

Bonjour!









Photo source:
kanjirobatrekking.com.np

Monday, October 25, 2010


So i probably shouldn't be blogging right now because i should be in exam mode, all focused and all. Sorry people, that dont work for me, blogging at this moment in time, is how i manage to stay sane so do not judge. I have been studying-no worries! I wrote my first paper today and it went well, oh and for all those who hate on social networking sites, questions came up on facebook and twitter and skype. Yes, Yes indeed you heard me right. It was a Computer Applications Technology paper so don't go wondering what kinda education i'm getting...i'm getting a pretty good one if i may say so myself. Anyway, somehow, my mind works better when i multi-task and no it's not just a flimsy excuse for blogging and no, Nigerians, it is not guilty conco aka guilty conscience...mscheew...just letting the bad belle people know is all, forgive me if you don't fall in that category.

Anyway, back to Standard English, so i think from my previous posts you may have guessed and correctly too that i am in fact a Social Networking junkie, just as i was thinking Ag...facebook has become boring, i was somehow directed to twitter...at first i could not figure out what the fuss about twitter was, and i still can't figure it out, but i tweeet (oh for non twitterers, that's an action you do on twitter, it's a like a verb, 'to tweet'...ok that's a bad explanation, ask someone who tweets mahn! I'm still new at this twitter thing, but it's exciting though...lol) anyway.

So, do y'all ever get this thing where you can't fall asleep during an exam period because you keep having nightmares or asking yourself possible questions in your sleep or doing calculus or formulating essays or whatever else because you're panicking? well, I've been getting that a lot and then some. When i stress my skin becomes even worse than usual and that's bad. However, I'm at a point in my life where i really couldn't care less. I mean there's so much more to life right? right? ok if you disagree keep your opinions to yourself thank you very much.

So I've devised a way to help me deal with stress, i use my imagination-i day dream. Yes people daydreaming. It helps a lot, you should try it. I imagine everything from how i'm going to let that back biting gossip of a girl get a piece of my mind, to letting that guy know that he must just put a sock in it- he really isn't all that, to bumping and grinding when the exams are over, to putting my fashionistaness ness on and shopping till i drop(literally this time though...in the words of my Naija peeps...dem go teh), to forming that band kelly and i talked about.(PS. we shall get on a golden arrow bus and sing in the middle of the road with pots, pans and home made tambourines as our only instruments. Oh and Tessa, Tristan and Gideon volunteered too) and some other things i won't say.(I knew i shouldn't have told my mum, aunt and uuncle about this blog.dang!)

So i know i always have some words of wisdom and something inspiring to say at the end of my blogs, but today's an exception. Exam stress is clogging up my mind and i can't think properly. So I'm gonna go on now and daydream for a bit before i continue studying. Oh! and i'm tempted to not say Bonjour too, cos in my part of the world it's night-time (first time i'm blogging at night). But i'll say it anyway. It's my trademark after all. Think happy thoughts no matter how depressing your life is at the moment. Mwa all!

Bonjour!

Saturday, October 23, 2010

In need of some Retail Therapy



So, like the title suggests, i'm very in need of retail therapy atm(for y'all who dont social network, that's short for 'at the moment'). Now, these are the times when i wish my mother had raised me to appreciate nature just so i could be less materialistic...i mean imagine me as a hippie(ok, no i don't really see it either) or as an eco-friendly woman(naaat!) anyway, you get my point. I wish i could have so much fun looking at the stars, going to the beach and watching the sunset or rise, going to the dam and looking at the little ducklings and marvel at God's creativity u know? I know my need to shop till i drop is going to haunt me in future when i spend all my money on heels i'll never wear, which is the more reason i think Actuarial Science is for me( it pays good bucks you know? only if you pass though...sorry to kill the buzz!) that and i love maths(you would never have thought init? well, i'm weird like that :P)

My bestie, Kelly Payne, is my inspiration for this post. She appreciates the little things in life and she's never do
wn. Even when she is, she says to herself, there must be someone out there who's got it worse. I know, very admirable outlook towards life.



Now i on the other hand, when i feel down, i feel down. And i mean i get emo. I couldn't care less about some other person in the world somewhere who's got it worse. I vent, i cry(not in public though), i put up my mxit mood as sad, i get irritable, i slam doors, i pick fights with my ever willing brother and i just hate the rest of the world for that period. It boils over, then i ask myself: "why am i such a biyatch? and look where all that crying's got me, nowhere with a throbbing headache that wont go away, plus those broken doors wont fix themselves up and an angry dad who says he's going to take out the money to fix the door from my account. Well, there goes my retail therapy". Don't get me wrong, i'm a nice lady when i'm happy(i think...) and no i do not have anger issues, neither am i in denial.

This is something that i think most of us can relate to in that we've got to be less materialistic, more open-minded and less focused on the bad aspects of our life and the things that get us down. It's very di
fficult to get the kind of outlook towards life that my friend kelly has if you're just not like that, believe me i know. But it begins with the trying, it's that idea of you can do anything to which you put your mind.

So, if you're like me, loving to rage against the world when you're feeling depro, c'mon let's make a change cos i know that shitty after-math feeling ain't pretty. Make a conscious effort to turn the tears to a smile cos u know what? when life hands u a pack of lemons, make lemonade out of it.
It begins with you.
















Bonjour!

Thursday, October 21, 2010

I write what i like!


Now for those avid history fans, i think u will recognise the title. Yes yes indeed, i have in fact borrowed(well,stolen) the title of a book by one of my role models and Black Consciousness philosophy developer, Steve Biko. However, my fascination with him shall be discussed in future when it isn't so obvious.

This title totally suits my mood today. I've been away for a while and i actually shouldn't be posting a blog as I've got exams in a week. But i am, so sue me. This brings me to my topic of discussion for the day. Why is it that when we've got work to do or for students like me when we should be studying everything else seems so alluring? I mean i know with me, I've had the opportunity to write a new post during the holidays but i was too lazy to and then Viola! i know i should be studying for exams and i decide oh! wait a minute, there's my blog. Another example would be Facebook, now that's bad, i become a stalker checking people's profiles and photos. I know, i know, i dont get out much so i'll take what i get.

Seriously though, i suppose that's where self discipline comes in then, being able to put things into perspective and realising that one's 'gotta' do what one's 'gotta' do when one should do it-Time management maybe?

I missed writing for sure and i wont ever leave y'all hanging, all 3 readers you.

Special thanks to Jesudunsin Osinaike for reminding me about my blog, i appreciate it!

Bonjour!

Monday, June 21, 2010

Oh yh! am totally into Soccer now...

Ok so i wanna apologise for the dissappearance. I have been a bit pre-occupied. But for those of you Soccer fans out there i think i'll be able to pacify you and no worries if you're not an avid soccer fan, i'll speak in a language you'll be able to understand. No soccer terms-i promise!

So i'm sitting watching Soccer at a friend's and i'm like...here we go, another boring match.

However, shocked was i and then some when the match started, because i laughed my head off.

Ok so, Brazil beats Ivory Coast by so much..(3-0 at the time) and then, this Ivory Coast dude(Keika, i think) walks up to the Brazilian dude, bumps his head on his shoulder and screams bloody murder. He holds his face and magnificently throws himself on the ground feigning pain, the Referee totally buys the crap and gives the really gud Brazilian player a red card(Kaka) and sends him off.

Ok so the ending score was Brazil 3 and Ivory Coast 1, what can i say? the better team won anyway.

My deduction, if you wanna be a good cheat in soccer, go to acting school it'll do you good and like a friend said beware of all the keikas in ur life people. I'll leave it at that for fear of being persecuted by the cote d'ivoire supporters.

Bonjour!

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

The Sun is brightly shinning...naaaat!

Goodmorning y'all.

It's a bright new day, except it isn't necessarily bright in my part of the world. I think it was like 5 degrees Celsius yesterday and i was freezing my butt off. Though, today's a bit better, it's 6 degrees or there about...oh and if you live in Canada or Russia or one of those other icy countries, do not comment on my distatste for South African winter.

So anyway if i mispell anything, you'll know its because my fingers were numb(liar, liar pants on fire)...

ok so like am watching this clip on chris brown who as we all know is rather old news until the media brought him back to life with the Uk thing. Now, dont get me wrong i love and have forgiven Chris Brown but am i the only one who thinks he must just not speak, he seems to have the whole foot-in-mouth thing going...and riri(oh, that's the media name for Rihanna: u see people i'm teaching you life skills here) must just get therapy. "Te amo" seriously? Never knew girl-on-girl action was the new method for getting over hurt...hmmm...naaa...i dont think i wanna try it.

So y'all in the part of the world where its sunny and bright should please have a good day for all of us who are in the only country where it's winter when every other country experiences summer. I really don't get it.

Oh well, Bonjour!

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Hello Everybody!

So this is my first ever blog post...
Do forgive me if it's over bearing and maybe just a tad bit boring.

So, i intend to make this kinda like my own diary, thoughts on my daily activities and the things that i see or encounter around me, Hence the name, bonjour!

Today is a pretty typical day except i'm on holiday. I've had breakfast and i'm probably going to be a couch potato as usual. U know the thing with human beings is we're never satisfied, we complain when we ned to work or go to school and then the holidays come and we complain about how boring it is. How about we all drop dead? Gosh!

I feel that we must all get to a place where we can just be content. Yh right! like that'll ever happen.

Anyway, this is me. I'm your average teenager(at least i hope so) : effervescent, a bit vain, fashion is life,religious most of the time, pasionate about music (but isn't it ironic that i dnt play any instruments...hmmm) and well, that's what you need to know for now.

So please leave comments, be nice and polite, treat people the way you want to be treated and respect everyone including yourself. Enjoy your day!

Bonjour!